I just had the perfect cliché movie moment and then I had to go ruin it and make it awkward cause my nervous brain made me do a stupid.
WHOOPS. I can only just sit and wait now and see if my stupidness equated to being adorable and nervous.
Would be wonderful if sleep would happen. Want to wake up to new feelings of not missing half the people I care about, my home, bed, bathroom, family and my pooch.
Melbourne has been amazing fun and I’ve realized quite a lot of things which is 1) I’m attached to home far too much, 2) there is a reason for that and it’s that reason is a someone. 3) home is comfortable and safe and not scary 4) being quite alone majority of the time sucks. 5) I need a movie marathon and serious friend and family time!
Also, back onto reason number two. OUT OF THE BLUE I REALIZED OUT OF EVERYONE I MISS SEEING AND BEING AROUND YOU MOST AND FUCK IT SUCKS.
I could go for some sympathy cuddles while I sit here sniffling and trying to rid of this headache. Flu, why must you bring me down. One week left, buddy. You couldn’t wait?
In other news I got some jeans that make my ass look fantastic and some boss new shoes. Thank you to my visiting parents for the day out shopping and feeding me well and buying me cold and flu drugs.
But, really…cuddles, kisses and some lovin’ would be more then welcome right now. Sigh.